how do you celebrate your earth birthdays in heaven? i can only imagine!! you two have a ball will you
OOOOOOOMFG, ZACH I MISS CALLIN YOU, EVERY 420, AND SMOKIN AN OuNCE IN ONE BLUNT we all miss you ever soo much, i can tell by looking in your moms eye'S she is always thinking about you, ALWAYS BRO,
IM not ganna say i was your best friend or anything, but i damn sure know that we have been through some shit together, AND BEAT EACH OTHERS ASSES A FEW TIMES, but at the end we always had a strong bond, everytime we used to meet up, it was like 2 people with huge hearts, and all the care in the world, in the palms of our hands, we have had our bad times, our drug time, but never let them control us, and it saddens me to look into your eyes of all these memories trapped in stiil film,and wish you could b here next to me laughing about all the crazy times we have had together, we could of went far together, and with you as my angel no matter what you will always be ther lookin out over me and all your loved oness, i truelly know what love is now and i miss you bro, i have a son now, he was born at 4:26pm aprill 18, 2010, 19 inch long, 7.1lbs,,, i really wish you was still here for him to be raised by what i know would of been his favorite uncle.........
Well we just celebrated Dylan's 21st birthday. Even though I know your here in spirit, cause I know I feel you ... its sad. All these milestones without you here, all these milestones you wont ever get to. I know you didn't want it to be like this. Family has always been sacred to you. God I would give anything... even my life... to have you here for all these memories. I've had so many good moments and memories throughout my life before I lost you - I would step back and trade places with you if I only could. It hurts so bad to know that you will not be able to celebrate like this for your 21st birthday. Your sister is just in pain without you ...your nephew wants to be just like you and the weird thing is ..he doesnt even have to try - he is you - through and through. And your brother Dylan has decided he will make all your dreams come true .. through him. And I truely believe that he will do that and more.... Brooklyn doesn't even remember you cause she was so little ... but somehow she still knows you, all you have to do is ask her. Zach I know I promised you I would stay tough, but I have to say sometimes I don't know if I can go on..... I miss you soooo much.
its been one year for you and jeremysw anniversary is next month. it all seems so sensless, you both had your lives ahead of you and what a life you both lived. but as your mom said, we have to celebrate that life you did live. i havent had the strenght or the will to stop by lately. but i do know that you both love your mammas more than anything in the world and that you are both with us. whether it is pranking us or the warm feelings we get in our hearts sometimes. on your anniversary i went to jeremys site and i saw the most awesome and long lastin shooting star i have ever seen. it was freezing out there but i felt so much love surrounding me that it didnt matter how cold it was. i know that came form you boys and i thank you for that. just know that your mom and i are doing the best we can. we miss you so much. our love for you will never stop growing.
