Well Briar just came and got your PV letter jacket - he's fighting at Amsterdam's tonight and wants to honor you by wearing it. I know you will be in the ring with him, if he loses it will only be because your in the corner laughing your ass off. :) I threatened him with death if anything happens to your coat. Your presence is always so strong - you are still here with all of us. I will always do everything that I can to make sure your never forgotten. I love you and miss you so much I can't describe it.
Hey boo <3
I been missin you like crazy, not like i ever stopped missing you.. not a day goes by that you dont consume my every thought. I just been thinkin a lot lately about how im gonna be givin birth to a baby boy here soon and i just cant imagine goin through this experience without you here... What do you think about Carter James Brenner?? (i think about you everytime i say carter cause of lil waynes The Carter albums, and you were always bringin music over and it was those albums. I loved it when everyone would say the carter 2 lol i know.. stop laughin at me) We all need you here and cant have you, thats wat sux about this life. An empty space will be in everyone of our hearts for you forever.
Zach please watch over me and help to give me the strength i need to be the best possible mom i can be. Its so hard to keep moving forward without you here to keep my head up. You were so positive about evrything and hid all emotions of your so well.. You always worked so hard to keep evryone else around you happy that i think you forgot about things you were feeling.
I would really love it, if everyone could get together here in february for your family and to just bring back the memory of you in your house. Everyone just fell apart after you left and it kills me. It'd be nice to see evryone again too.
Take me to the sky high iced out paradise in the skyy so i can be with you again! There aint no place i'd rather be <3
Love you Zachary 0*
Holla at ya girl
man i mess u even tho i never met u but i will later on :(
Hey baby, just sitting here really missing you. Talked to Pat and Ryan Franklin earlier. Now I know how the floor in the kitchen got melted. I'm sure you learned that lighting hair spray on the floor looks awesome until it melts your mom's new floor. HA! HA! Just so ya know I never really did believe your original story. But it's okay I forgive you ... just like the missing paint off the bumper of my car. God I wish you were here to burn down the house or something. I swear I wouldn't even get mad .... just come back!!!
The cell phone .... I know about that too. You ARE with me but I still miss you so much. 
