Zachary O Sullivan - Online Memorial Website

Today is the beginning of 2011... Still haven't partied on new years since you left... My last New years bash was with you! So this is year number 2 without you here so I can't quite find a reason to celebrate again... Give me the strength to accept the things I cannot change Zachary 0 ♥ I Love you & I miss you ♥

I miss you zachary :( Just wondering when your coming back?? Life is soo different without you... I try not to get sad because I have a new little guy that I have to keep my head up for! But I always give myself a little time at night to look at your pictures and think of you and sometimes shed a few tears. I know you don't want me to cry so I try to suck it up and think positive.. Trying to be like you is hard because you were always soo strong no matter what... Christmas is in a few days so I hope you get to have a big party up there but don't forget to drop in & visit all of us too :) I miss us leaving our families Christmas night to hang out at my house and then ofcourse our New years party. I am so thankful for you and I'm so glad I got to spend those Christmas nights with you and all of our friends,, I am actually thankful for every day and night we got to spend together. Every time was special and you will always have a big place in my heart*It still seems like your just a phone call away,, just a street away, just one minute away from me... Love you Zachary 0 <3

Hey just wanna let you know I miss you and that I know you and God are watching over me and everyone else and helping me through my recovery. And wish you could be here to of found a new way of life like me. But would like to let you know and everyone else that there is a better way and you have helped me find it and others can also. LOVE YA BRO and every one else I KNOW.

Zach it's been a whole year without you. It's been the toughest year I've ever had to go through. It's been the longest year yet feels like just yesterday. I'm so glad my memories are still so crisp and I hope they always stay that way. Yesterday I got to listen to so many stories from you friends and hear how much love they have for you. They really are amazing. I realized how much you loved and lived life. That makes things a little easier to cope with; knowing you experience so much in your short time here. I feel like I'm learning from you even though your gone. So this year I vow to take nothing for granted, I'm going to try and live. This last year I haven't done much of it. I promise to take you with me every step of my journey. I ask that you stay with  me and help guide me. I still need you, always will. I love you.

Your big Sissy

I can not believe it has almost been a year. I still think of you every single day and miss you so so much! More than you will ever know.The thought of you being gone still does not seem like reality. I know you are here with us everyday. But that still does not seem to ease my mind all the time. I still wish I could have gave you one last hug. I wish we could have had one last goodbye. We have a baby on the way. You already knew this and helped create him and have met my little Brayden already! But I wish you could be here to meet him here, hang out with us, and go threw it with us!! Here is a poem to you. Love you Zachary!! **~Jessica Moats~**

Surrounded by friends
yet all alone
the one I loved
God has called home

the hugs of friends
helps ease the pain
and I know my loss
is my loved one's gain

but tears now flow
across my face
as I long for just
one more embrace

then comfort comes
and I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
and I feel God's grace.

R.I.P. Zachary O. Sullivan

 

we thought about you today and many days before this too

I guess we never really realized how much we needed you

 

you are the strength that keeps us going on each and every day

its crazy how much power you have even when youve gone away

 

Please stay close n keep our friends n family safe

i know you will never really ever leave this place

 

You always had our backs no matter when or where

everytime we were down you were always there

 

its sad it took your passing to make us realize

not one of us are bullet proof not invisible or in a disguise

 

you have brought so much joy to each one of us every single year

right now you are so far away but your spirit still lingers here

 

i can feel you everywhere i go, i even see you in my sleep

when i think of never seeing your face again it cuts me oh so deep

 

i promise to help your family every step of the way

as i know you would do for me if i were gone and you were still here today

 

you have brought us together, made us realize how precious life is

i never thought it would ever happen but it did come down to this

 

friendship is a wonderful thing something no one should ever have to live without

and i think you were the best of our friends, so dont you ever doubt

 

Zachary O you have just saved so many of us

i knew no matter what you were one of the few that i could trust

 

I do believe now that your standing ever so near

making sure no parent has to go through this again, please no not this year

 

we wish we could have that one last hug that one last goodbye

but honestly it wouldnt be enough even if we could try

 

you are the one holding all of our lives together

i promise we wont be this weak to long we're helpin eachother get better

 

so many words i could say and it just wouldnt ever be enough

i know you understand all of this you've always been so tough

 

So i love and miss you zachary and forever rest in peace

i cant wait for the day to come that we all get to re-meet

 

Love always Lynzy Petty

 

I wrote this poem before you visitation and funeral and havent been able to upload it. So here it is bringin back memories of that day

I love you and ill never forget you. I'll keep this poem forever too!

zach. time is flying by i swear you were just here. im just gunna say a bunch of random and great times we had that i miss

 i remeber when you would stay at my house and me and briar and you would get stoned and you would begg me to go make you food and i would go up  and act like im doing it and go to my room and pass out and you would come in and say breeeannnnna ha i can still picture it and you would sit there and kick me and yell at me to get upp haha  and then you would pass out yourself haha  i swear u did that all the time.

and you would alway yell at briar to treat me better haha 

oh and when you made that video about saying how bigs down live in hay. haha no ine would understand that.. lol

hahahaha remember that time it was like when we first ment and you  me and briar  were in briars room and my lil sister came in and started singing and we seriously laugh for like two fucking hour for ever and then we would laugh at briar becuz when he laughed he soulded like a girll.. it was to funny. and by the way we werent even stoned!!!!!!! awhhh it was funny im laughing so hard right now..

and i remember when i let you drive my car and briar was so pissed and you wouldnt even let me talk to you, you wanted the music all the way upp hahaha

 

im so glad i have so many memories with you, i miss you so much zach.    

 

 

FOREVER FRIENDS only you know what im talking about when i say that! love youu!

 

 

I Love you Zachary, I'm still missin you everyday* Can't wait to see you again
Once i get my other computer hooked up I'll post the poem i made for you the day before your funeral :) Watch over your momma for me ttyl


Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone


It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your *love away*(instead of 'place')
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today

Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy


Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday

Kenny Chesney- Who You'd be Today

Do not stand by my grave and weep,

I am not there. I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,

I am a diamond glint in the snow,

I am the sunlight on ripened grain,

I am the gentle Autumn rain.

When you awake in the morning hush,

I am the soft upifting rush

of quiet birds in circling flight,

I am the soft starshine at night.

Do not stand by my grave and cry,

I am not there .... I did not die.